hi there...
it's already a year since my last post. yeah I'm a little bit busy this year plus i don't have enough my privacy time to write a post.
today I've have been thinking to spend less time with social media, because sometimes people said mean to me and sadly my own family relative said that. the issue is they want to make a joke to me but at that time i think it is was a serious situation and i think it make other people feeling miserable. it is not a 100% my fault i do whatever they told me to do end up the other people point all the fault on me, and make me feel i don't deserve to be at there. I'm crying non stop in the room and no one come to me to comfort me it makes me feel i am nothing.
Its supposed to be a happy day for our big family and for me it turns out a super bad day to me. I'm so glad my friend are there digitally to comfort me to message. I don't care if someone are not my family do that to me but my family. so sad. at the end of the day before we go back to our home my moms notice me crying in the room, she give me a warm hugs and sweet kiss for me. it's the best feeling ever since i don't remember she kiss me. i love you mom !
fuhhh... i'm literally want to cry again.
okay change the topic.
Social media. currently social media i really love is twitter, because there is least people that i know and i follow in there. Seriously i don't really like to post many things about me in social media i think it's boring to give somebody about you and currently what are you guys doing right now. first it very dangerous if you guys have stalker or enemy second hmmm it's boring okay, makes me don't want to know about a person because we know what kind of that person before we face to face with them. I choose face to face because it feels original hahaha. I'm sick to follow my crush in social media because we want to know what he doing and after that I've lost my interest on him because I judge him to fast based on social media. please i need a puzzle to know someone hahaahah.
Furthermore, social media nowadays are toxic to me. yes they post a latest news from the world but there is someone not matured comment or critics without doing their own research and it can defamed someone pride or even the biggest defamed our country image. there is more things i hate social media in this era, people always upload their angry video to someone and it becomes viral worldwide so funny ! then when child started joining social media and they always act narrow minded. so it goods i leave rather i critics them for nothing because they like a Malay proverb 'mencurah air di daun keladi' means they won't change if we advice them.
enough for today, keep changing for good to ourself.