2020 is sucks !!!!!! part 1

 yooooo there !

how are you ? are you mentally sucks right now ? because pandemic that we have been suffer since early of the year ? yes i am. Its been a rough year in 2020. 

What exactly we imagine for 2020 ? flying cars ? yes it exist but it just upgraded prototype from drone hahahaha not like the flying cars in Doraemon movie.

First thing is Covid 19 or Corona Virus shit. Second I live with toxic people ! she's suck ! full of bullshit !!!! Third, i can't that the examination because of this pandemic, Politicians bring back the third waves in Malaysia. Fourth, hmmm I got no money to like before, I quit my work in March and then we have to do the movement control order for 3 months. Then in September i got new job, it start pretty good but because of the third waves from Malaysian Politicians or we often said politikus, my wages is decrease because my client cancelled our services because they afraid if the pandemic rise again. So i feeling reckless don't know what to do until now. 

My sales keep decreasing because of this shit thing.

Also the minimum wages is still the same fort the past years, RM1200. After deduct by KWSP how much we get it ? hmmmm sucks

I can't even looking for jobs outside my state because this shit thing corona. What else i can do in this small town ? 

I hope I can continue to pursue my career, I'm halfway in it. Wish me luck.

2020 update (the nice one)

hi there !

Finally after 2 years i forgot i have a blog HAHA . Okay news update from me ? yeahhh i'm not interested anymore to post something in instagram because there's a lot of toxic people and childish behavior i found there, but i'm more ashamed because most of them are my friend. I want to unfollow but they are still my friend so i just let it be. I just post a nice phone only HEHEH. for fb yeahh not anymore just for business and work. andddd the winner is twitter  yaayaaaaa (clap) it is my favourite place to hang out alone and express what ever i wanted without people judging me. So i love being there.

Currently i'm working at services company started september after i quit working at food and baverages company in march. I had fun there and so much to learn and right i'm feeling miserable again because of that corona shit thing !

My life is like rollercoaster now, sometime i want to do a thing but unfortunately i have no interest in doing it. So i just wasted some money at there. but i just realize some skill that i forgotten is graphic design. Back then many people said to me that i'm good in creating design yeahh for assignment and intern. Because I'm too focused at something so i have forgotten about this. so i want to enhance this skill someday.

I really like when someone notice my skill. My current job, I got offer because of my skill but not from my appearance or physical. It feels like when people said I was a good presenter also during my internship, my supervisor said I got the talent that they wanted but unfortunately the place is shutting down so I can't continue to work there because of some politics issue. Its suck you know !!!

Honestly i want to express my gratitude appreciation towards all of the people that have faith in me. Believe or not your words are my inspiration to me to become who I am now, even though it's been drag because of corona shit. 

Thank you very much for recognize my skill and talent. 

I hope we will meet again soon after I made it !!!!!!